::Sigh:: I am just so head over heels in love. And someday we will get our happily ever after. We are perfect for each other in every possible way. I love you Schmoopie!!!
"No one will surrender tonight. But I won't give in. I know what I want." ~ Bella in "Twilight"
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Monday, May 25, 2009
Some things I want to do in life...
1) I want to spend forever with the love of my life. This is without a doubt the most important thing in the world to me
2) I want to write novels and be successful at it
3) I want to travel the world (or at least the UK!) with the love of my life
4) I want to record my music
5) I want to learn different languages
2) I want to write novels and be successful at it
3) I want to travel the world (or at least the UK!) with the love of my life
4) I want to record my music
5) I want to learn different languages
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Random things that I love
1) First and foremost, I love my boyfriend. He is my everything. He is the beauty in this world to me, and brings out beauty in everything around me. Everything seems so much more vibrant and alive because of him. Because he brings out the joy inside of me and makes me feel so alive. I love him with my whole heart and I will never stop loving him.
2) I love when it rains in the middle of the night, and the rest of the world shuts their windows, while I have mine wide open. I love the sound and the smell and the feeling it gives me. It's like it becomes my own personal rain storm and I'm free to get lost in the sound. It's the only time I will shut the music off and let the rain become it's own song.
3) I love curling up in a chair with my dogs and nice hot cup of tea from Harrod's (the only thing I could afford in there!) with a good book on a day when I don't have to be anywhere and it's storming outside.
4) I love when you see a movie so well done that it hits something inside of you and it keeps you up late into the night, just making your mind wander all over the place about your own life
5) I love the feeling of stepping off of a plane in another country and you have this whole new endless world in front of you, just waiting to be explored
6) I love that I cried when I landed in London, when I saw Big Ben from the plane window and feeling just in complete shock that I was actually in a place that I had wanted to go to since I was a little girl. What a great memory.
7) I love that my favorite holiday is St. Patrick's Day, instead of Christmas or something that everyone loves the most. And I don't love it because of the drinking aspect. I love it because it gives me an excuse to pull out my photos and dvds from my trip to Ireland and I can pretend for the day that I am back in that beautiful country full of different shades of green, sheep crossing the roads, and castles in every place you look.
8) I love going online and researching new music. Spending hours just listening to clips and reading reviews and ultimately finding the stuff that speaks the most to me. All the hours spent are always well worth it.
9) I love going to concerts and letting go and feeling like I'm a part of something bigger than myself
10) I love going to the beach and taking a good, long walk when the sun is just going down. Just me and my ipod, the waves crashing beside me, and my thoughts are free to go wherever they please
2) I love when it rains in the middle of the night, and the rest of the world shuts their windows, while I have mine wide open. I love the sound and the smell and the feeling it gives me. It's like it becomes my own personal rain storm and I'm free to get lost in the sound. It's the only time I will shut the music off and let the rain become it's own song.
3) I love curling up in a chair with my dogs and nice hot cup of tea from Harrod's (the only thing I could afford in there!) with a good book on a day when I don't have to be anywhere and it's storming outside.
4) I love when you see a movie so well done that it hits something inside of you and it keeps you up late into the night, just making your mind wander all over the place about your own life
5) I love the feeling of stepping off of a plane in another country and you have this whole new endless world in front of you, just waiting to be explored
6) I love that I cried when I landed in London, when I saw Big Ben from the plane window and feeling just in complete shock that I was actually in a place that I had wanted to go to since I was a little girl. What a great memory.
7) I love that my favorite holiday is St. Patrick's Day, instead of Christmas or something that everyone loves the most. And I don't love it because of the drinking aspect. I love it because it gives me an excuse to pull out my photos and dvds from my trip to Ireland and I can pretend for the day that I am back in that beautiful country full of different shades of green, sheep crossing the roads, and castles in every place you look.
8) I love going online and researching new music. Spending hours just listening to clips and reading reviews and ultimately finding the stuff that speaks the most to me. All the hours spent are always well worth it.
9) I love going to concerts and letting go and feeling like I'm a part of something bigger than myself
10) I love going to the beach and taking a good, long walk when the sun is just going down. Just me and my ipod, the waves crashing beside me, and my thoughts are free to go wherever they please
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Yay the weekend is over!!!
It's funny because you never hear people say that they want the work week to start. Everyone lives for Friday's. I, once again, live for Monday's! I live for those rare, precious moments when we can do something as simple as make eye contact or send emails. Just being closer to you makes my heart race. You completely dazzle me everyday with how amazing you are- inside and out. I miss you so much babe. There were so many times today when I couldn't answer the phone and it just killed me. But I know that it won't be like this forever. We will be together. I just know it. And I am so incredibly happy just knowing that you are there. I was so lost without you. Every waking and sleeping hour, you are always in my thoughts and in my heart. I love you and I miss you.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Today's events
It's amazing how unexpected life can be sometimes. I guess in those moments, the moments where you feel like your world is crashing around you or you feel completely overwhelmed or unprepared, it's in those moments that you realize who will always be there for you. Who will always want to hold your hand and tell you that everything is going to be ok. I wish I could've been there with you today. You are going through something immensely difficult and due to circumstances that we can't control right now, I couldn't physically be there to hold your hand and tell you that it was all going to be ok. I just hope you know that my heart aches because you are in pain and that I will do anything to help you through this. I love you so much.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
For my own Edward Cullen...
Not really song lyrics or anything. Just some words floating through my mind
Before you
my life was an endless
cloud covered night
filled with despair
and loneliness
and then you shot across my sky
like a million shooting stars
and I knew my life would never
be the same
It's as if I've been searching for the perfect song my whole life
and the song turned out to be you
Like all the events in my life
all of my past mistakes
it's all led me to you
and now the clouds have parted
and I can finally see the stars
and I wish upon every single one of them
that I will forever be able to whisper
I love you in your ear
My heart is yours and yours alone
I had the best time with you today. Always thinking of you and sending a million kisses your way....
Before you
my life was an endless
cloud covered night
filled with despair
and loneliness
and then you shot across my sky
like a million shooting stars
and I knew my life would never
be the same
It's as if I've been searching for the perfect song my whole life
and the song turned out to be you
Like all the events in my life
all of my past mistakes
it's all led me to you
and now the clouds have parted
and I can finally see the stars
and I wish upon every single one of them
that I will forever be able to whisper
I love you in your ear
My heart is yours and yours alone
I had the best time with you today. Always thinking of you and sending a million kisses your way....
Thursday, May 7, 2009
"Hey Stephen" by Taylor Swift
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w6wKX7OnqrI&feature=related
Cutest song I've ever heard. I've always liked it, but it's really become my song right now. Just replace the name "Stephen" with a different name...
"Cuz I can't help it if you look like an angel
can't help it if I want to kiss you in the rain so
come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
can't help it if there's no one else
Mmm, I can't help myself"
"Hey Stephen (insert other name there!) I could give you 50 reasons
why I should be the one you choose
all those other girls, well they're beautiful
but would they write a song for you?"
Those are my favorite parts. Seriously can't get enough of this song today.
Cutest song I've ever heard. I've always liked it, but it's really become my song right now. Just replace the name "Stephen" with a different name...
"Cuz I can't help it if you look like an angel
can't help it if I want to kiss you in the rain so
come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
can't help it if there's no one else
Mmm, I can't help myself"
"Hey Stephen (insert other name there!) I could give you 50 reasons
why I should be the one you choose
all those other girls, well they're beautiful
but would they write a song for you?"
Those are my favorite parts. Seriously can't get enough of this song today.
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