new song lyrics

"Be Ok"

"Someone said today
you should just be ok
stop your crying
and someone said today
get over the pain
you're not trying

I'm not ok

Someone said today
get over yourself
don't you give in
someone said today
let go of your chains
just start living

but I'm not ok
no I can't be ok

You say I'm masochistic
you say I love the pain
well how can I let go
when pain is the only thing that holds
it holds me when no one will

Someone said today
get off the floor
get a grip or you'll be sorry
and someone said today
you look so far away just like a zombie

Just be ok
I can't be ok
I need pills just to make it through the day
Be ok
I can't just be ok
no, you know it doesn't work that way"


Everyone asks me the same question all the time- "Are you ok?" For the millionth time people, no I am not ok. I'm as far from being ok as you can get. How can people expect me to get over having my heart ripped out of my chest so easily? I've had a rough couple of years. My father's health is always in question and the absolute love of my life left me alone. I am alone. And maybe it's time I start getting used to that. Too bad being alone means I'm stuck with myself.