Not a good day

So far this has not been a good day. Granted it's only 9:17 am, but it's not gotten off to a good start at all. If a certain someone happens to read this- you can talk to me. I'm sorry if you saw me cry the day before you left, but don't let that stop you from talking to me. I cry everyday, it's nothing new. I just don't want to lose all connection to you. It hurts way too much.