One thing I know for sure...I'm in love and always will be. There's nothing that can happen to me and there's nothing that anyone can say to me to change how I feel. No matter how much of a wreck I am over losing what I had, I still say it's worth the pain. When he's not around, I feel like less of a person. Just his presence is a piece of me that is too strong to let go of. I don't want anyone else. I fear that no one will ever compare. No one ever can compare. Call me crazy, call m obsessive or whatever other name in the book there is, it's not gonna sway my feelings. Love isn't supposed to make sense after all.
To whom I hope is reading all of my posts, please don't be afraid of what I say. It merely feelings I must get out, and you know you are the only person I've ever truly been able to talk to. Just take what I say and don't think less of me for it, please.
At least I still have music. This is one crazy, mixed up world in which I feel like most people are just barely getting by, just like me. You can hear that in the music. We are all just trying so desperately to hang on and not give up. Even in songs that aren't so serious on the surface, maybe the artists are just trying to lighten the darkened mood, the black cloud that seems to constantly surround us all. I may never really figure anything out. But like I said, I know one thing for sure. It's that love is worth fighting for. Love is worth the pain.
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