"Should've Picked Me"

Song I just wrote called "Should've Picked Me"

"I've been crying and fighting
the urge to break free
I don't know what to do
since you left me
It's never darkest right before the dawn
It's always darkest before it's all the way gone
So I guess I will just stay alone
and let my heart die on it's own
you could have me if you wanted
but you don't
no you don't

You should've picked me
you said that you would leave
she doesn't love you like I do
you should be right here
and always be near
instead you tore this all apart
when you should've picked me

And I'm not sure you ever really
meant the words you said
I shouldn't be the only one
fighting for this not to end
now we're both stuck living in misery
cuz..

You should've picked me
you said that you would leave
she doesn't love you like I do
you should be right here
and always be near
instead you tore this all apart
when you should've picked me

I'm the one who loves you unconditionally
so get up baby and fight for me
please fight for me
cuz...

You should've picked me
you said that you would leave
she doesn't love you like I do
you should be right here
and always be near
instead you tore this all apart
when you should've picked me

You could have me and your life if you wanted"


This song for me represents how if you really, truly love and care for someone with your whole heart, then you should fight to keep that person in your life no matter what. There are always bumps in the road, but there's nothing that love can't overcome. Things have a way of working out when you have that one true love by your side. I know I've proven that my love is strong and willing. Still, it doesn't seem to matter. But even though he doesn't want to try to be with me, I still want him to care about me. I still want him to talk to me. I still feel such a deep connection to him even after all this time and that will never change.